Quit my job.

A job that I don’t actually hate, there’s things I love about it. I find the work actually interesting and impactful. And it pays my medical bills. So I’m really very lucky. Yet here I am feeling more than a little despondent about my current situation.

This is definitely a first world, upper-middle-class, college educated, white girl brand of problem. And that’s exactly what I am. I’m in all of those categories.

What do I want though? What do I want instead of this?